Letter of Intent

So, for school, I have to create a letter of intent. This must include my definition of success, what beauty means to me, what accomplishment I am most proud of and why and how will I contribute to the industry after graduation..
Here it is, please offer some feed back
thanks :D

Success and beauty are two very powerful forces within our world. They seem to be the driving forces behind the majority of people. Many believe that without them, their lives are futile. Because of this, these two forces have gained a grip upon society unmatched by any else. I hope to be a light in a dim world. It is my desire to emulate beauty and success from the inside out. This, I dream to become contagious to the world around me.


Success is a very personal issue. To some, success is ample money, power, or fame. Success is often determined upon how much one has gained. I believe that success is doing the best one can with what they have for as long as possible. Success for me in the career field I have chosen will be in knowing that I have impacted someone’s life in a very positive manner.

Beauty is certainly in the eye of the beholder. It is incredible how two people can stand in front of the same creation and asses very different perceptions of such. This is a conundrum of humanity. I believe that beauty is found within the heart of a person; all outward beauty is an accessory to such. As a skin care professional I will have the opportunity to skillfully offer incredible assets to one’s personal beauty.

It is my goal to offer the beauty industry something it has never seen coming. I want to offer all people the opportunity for beauty. I am researching opportunities to serve the world around me. These include helping unfortunate women gain confident footing within the community again with a gained understanding of how to care for ones self as necessary in culture. As well, I have a dream to open a school in an underprivileged area. This school being offered to those as an option out of a world on the streets. Connecting with community partners to create a brighter future for those around them.

Throughout my life some have claimed that my goals are far too outlandish. I did not grow up within the best of conditions. My abilities never really outshone those around me. I however did the very best I could. I graduated high school when I was 16 years of age(one year ahead of scheduled time). Within two months, denied state scholarship opportunities and moved 1,000 miles away to attend a college that I thought was best for me. I was chosen to travel the country with a team of students representing our college. This helped with tuition. I did this while working and attending class full time. I maintained my GPA throughout my education experience. Within four years I had married an incredible man and graduated. I believe that anyone can accomplish anything given the proper drive. My ambition is found in helping others help themselves. I do not seek to live my life gaining success only for myself. I aim to enlighten others to the success and beauty found cultivating inside each one of us.

MY ROSIE BABY

I WAS LOOKING THROUGH SOME PICS OF MYPUPPY GIRL YESTERDAY AND WAS ABSOLUTELY STUNNED TO SEE HER GROWTH! HERE IS A SHORT MEMORY LANE...

HERE IS AROUND HALLOWEEN WHEN WE FIRST TOOK HER HOME

SHE WAS 6 WEEKS OLD

THIS IS ROSIE AROUND THANKSGIVING...

FOR A FEW WEEK, HER FACE ALWAYS LOOKED SAD...EVEN WHILE PLAYING..TWAS BUT A STAGE :)

MERRY CHRISTMAS ROSIE BABOSIE!!

HERES THE CHAMP! DOESN'T SHE LOOK SO REGAL! GOSH I LOVE HER :)

WOWZAS! I AM AMAZED! SHE IS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL CREATURE :) SHE IS STILL A CRAZY PUPPY THOUGH!!! IT HAS BEEN SO NEAT WATCHING HER GROW AND MATURE...I'M SUCH A PROUD MAMMA!!

Beautiful New Song

As I was listening to the Christian radio station at work this morning, I first heard this song by Sanctus Real. The lyrics were so powerful, I just had to share! What an incredible thing we have within the forgiveness of Christ.
Last night Christopher and I were discussing a situation that a friend had told him about. Within this situation were to promiscious girls and a Christian guy. These girls began building a realtionship with the guy...over a course of time, the relationship crossed over simple hello and goodbyes and led to a true bond. They began discussing with him their lifestyles...how they would sleep with random men to try and fill void...etc. Right in that moment, the guy had 2 choices. One, would be to begin distancing himself from theses immoral girls. The other option, love them and level with them. This guy replied, you know I have that same issue. Shocked, the girls asked, "but your a christian right?!" He explained that although he was not physically promiscious, he has a lust issue..ie..he sees a pretty girls and begins to think of her in inappropriate manners. As he continued in reply, he explained how thinking and doing wrong are no different..and that all of us are sinners...Some however, have accepted grace. These, have been forgiven. So often we "grade" sin. With this grading scale, we often place ourselves on a grading curve...so as to feel as if we are somehow better than another. Fact is we are all rotten, undersiving, snots who deserve nothing mroe than to wither in hell...However, there is an awe inspiring concept found within the Scriptures...GRACE and FORGIVENESS. How thatnkful I am for such!! With this awesome thought in place, enjoy this song :)

Well the past is playing with my head
And failure knocks me down again
I am reminded of the wrong that I have said and done
And that devil just won’t let me forget
In this life I know what I’ve been
But here in Your arms I know what I am
I’m forgiven I’m forgiven
I don’t have to carry the weight of who
I’ve been ’cause I’m forgiven
And my mistakes are running through my mind
And I relive my days in the middle of the night
And I struggle with my pain
And wrestle with my pride
Sometimes I feel alone and I cry
When I don’t fit in and I don’t feel like I belong anywhere
When I don’t measure up to much in this life
Oh, I’m a treasure in the arms of Christ ‘Cause ….

In this life I know what I’ve been
But here in Your arms I know what I am
I’m forgiven I’m forgiven
I don’t have to carry the weight of who
I’ve been ’cause I’m forgiven

SUPER SUPER EXCITED!!!

     For the most part, I've always been a girly girl. As a little girl, I loved to dress up! I was trying to get into mommys makeup and clomping around in her high heels. I thought I was little miss thang :) As started to grow up, i she my mother's pretties for my own. I enjoyed looking at magazines and attempting to duplicate "the IN look"...mostly it was a fail...but I loved doing it. 

     In college, everyone is broke! Desperate times called for desperate measures...the girls ended up turning to ME to color and trim their hair. I found myself to actually be pretty good at it...but it was just a thing...nothing major. Now, I've graduated and while looking an my degree the tght flushed through my mind,"now what am I going to do with it?!" This struck a pang of fear within me. Since then, I have been looking for ways to use my degree as a lifestyle.

     I believe that God created each of us beautiful. It is my desire to show others the their own beauty through Christ. Who better to portray this thought than a hairdresser?! I will never stand behind a pulpit, but I do have a great life thanks to God and I can share that with those in my chair. With this mindset, I am looking into cosmetology schools. This is a trade that is usable whenever and wherever the Lord leads. I believe that God instills passions within us to be used for His glory. I may not be the very best in the trade, but it is my prayer that I will do my best for the cause of Christ. Please pray with Chris and I that God supplies strength, finances, will power and overall blessing as I embark on this opportunity....Tomorrow, I am going to visit schools to see if indeed this is how God wants to use me:)

Fla VACA!!! WOOP WOOP :D

     We had a FANTASTIC trip :) Tuesday evening we headed out to work at baout 7pm...Chris drove all night and through the following morning. We arrived in Jacksonville just in time for lunch. I am so proud of the hubby. I only drove about 3 hrs...he did the rest! It's amazing what those 5 hr energy drinks can do ;p Mom and Blake had a great pot of chili cooking for us to all have lunch together...yum!! Then, we all just sat around and talked. It was so nice to be back with the fam again!
We when let Rosie into the front yard, my grandmother came to the door and started telling me just how she planned to spoil Rosie. She took us to the Petsmart and did just that! Yay for Granny's and their spoiling capabilities!!
     Then for dinner, my mom took us to my all time favorite place...SONNY'S!! I was so uber excited!! Sonny's  is this BBQ franchise that I've only seen in Florida. I really LLLOOVVVE their sweet sauce! Chris LOATHES the place because they don't cook the meat in the sauce, you add it to your own taste. He calls it FAKE BBQ..WHATEVER!! He doesn't know! After all of this, we went home and snuggled until the following morning...and by morning, I mean about NOON!
     Thursday was NYE and we had some partying to do, so we mainly just chilled until later. The weather was very cold and wet. We were so super disppointed :( We had planned to go party at the Jacksonville Landing...which is like a boardwalk down the river. It's beautiful out there! It also holds a special place in my heart. This is where we celebrated NYE 3 yrs ago...when Chris came to Jax to see me. Our first smooch was under the firecrackers at NYE at The Landing :) AAAAWWWLLL ;) So, its become kind of a tradition...Well, we were trying to make other plans, die to the weather. Those all seemed lame, but we decided to order some pizza and just chill with some friends. As we were headed to pick up the pizza,we decided just to go to the Landing! We grabbed the pizza and ran home to change...then we ate and headed to the river :D The weather had cleared up in that part of town and it was actually pretty nice weather out there! We partaaaed until morning and headed home to crash! We brought the New Year in Right!!
     ..........the story goes on, but I'll save it for later ;)
    

Here We Go!

We packed up the car last night! Today is going to feel like the longest day of work EVER! But, tomorrow, I  WILL BE HOME!!!
EEEK :D
Super Excited!!

IM LEAVING ON A JET PLANE!!!

...OK MAYBE NO A JET PLANE
...ITS A CHEVY AVEO...
WITH TWO DOGS...
MMMHHH, THIS WILL BE AN ADVENTURE!

.......BUT IM SUPER DUPER STOKED!!
HOORAH FLORIDA :D

Chritma

This year was quite a different Christmas than what I am used to. I wasn't with my mamma. As the day was approaching, I began to become more and more bummed about such. I was convinced that the day was going to be completely lame :( As I was sitting alone Christmas Eve, I decided to do my dead level best to enjoy the day....and it turned out GREAT! Also, it was WHITE! This was my first white Christmas :) Beautiful!!
We started the day around our 2 ft table tree and exchanged gifts...then we went to my Father in Laws house. We hada great time eating brunch and discussing the joys of Christmas. We really had a blast. Rosie did too, we put her in the backyard with Brownie, who is just a little larger than Rosie. They ran and played for hours! Rosie came back covered in mud...which proves the great time :) Then, we went to my Mother In Laws house. We were late, because Chris misunderstood when we were suppposed to be ther...woopsies! Again, we stuffed our guts with fat and sugar :D
Then we headed home, snuggled and listened to the news :) Gosh, we are already such old people...tear
Now, we are getting prepared for the Florida Trip!!! I sure can't wait to be home!!! Woohoo NYE Paaarrrtttaaa!!

MHHHH....

LIFE IS SO CRAZY SOMETIMES. I DONT EVEN HAVE THE CARE TO TYPE ABOUT ALL OF IT ;0

HERES A BRIEFING...

ALMOST COMPLETELY MOVED IN..

FOUND A GREAT STARTER CHURCH THAT WE LOVE...

ROSIE IS HUGE (AND BY HUGE I MEAN LIKE 30LBS!!!)...

WE RESCUED A LITTLE PAPILLON/CHIHUAHHUA MIX...

SHE AND ROSIE ARE BEST BUDS!!!...

THAT'S ALL FOLKS :)

Search For Church II

Round Two:

The Ridge Baptist Church

Arlington, Texas

    Well, this week we changed it up a bit. One of my friends, Barbara invited me to go to a church that she was wanting to visit as well. We wore normal clothes this time...jeans and decent shirts...because I didn't want to embarrass Barbara :) The services were held in a rented building of a business called Doogo Land...a children's play place. The church just started in April of this year.
     The Pastor greeted us before services with a large welcome. As we entered the meeting room, people just started coming up to us and introducing themselves as they welcomed us. We felt very comfortable. The Pastor (Brady) preached about Giving...not just financially, but also one's life. He did an excellent job of explaining the need to give, how/what to give, and why we should give. I was very impressed. He did an excellent job of avidly implimenting appropriate Scripture while keeping the message extremely seeker friendly. Also, rather than using the guilt tool, he chosed to show the opportunity we've been given to give back. It was a Great message.
     After services, people let us know that they hoped to see us again next week! The Pastor grabbed us before we could get out the door and told us all about the church and the people that are a part of it...AND he remembered our names! He spent nearly an hour taking to us. Then, he sent an email and thanked us for coming and offered his time to answer any questions we may have.
    I really think this may be the place for us. A place to truely worship with one another and minsiter to the community...a place to grow and learn.

Moooving!!!

Im so excited to finally be in the new place! It is so CUTE :) All those hours of packing and organizing boxes so precisely PAID OFF! It was so easy unpacking and setting up house this time...compared to last time when everything was basically slung into boxes and taken to the new apartment..thats what planning an wedding AND moving will do to ya!
Rosie had a dificult time adjusting to the new place. She barked pretty much nonstop for the first 2 DAYS! But now, she is doing MUCH BETTER! She is finally able to go outside for walks...now that she isnt a secret from the landlord ;) This means hard core potty training...She is doing pretty well...I think she's getting the hang of it! Also, she is learning new GOOD BEHAVIORS and PLAY! Such as...SIT...FETCH...COME...and she even goes up and down the flight if stairs by her self now!! That took some effort I'll tell ya!!
I can't wait to get our furniture in this Sunday!! Lawn Chairs and a blow up mattress only go so far ;) I'm going to cook Christopher's family lunch as a Thank You for helping us get moved in. They have never tried Manicotti...hope they like it...and that I dont screw it up somehow!! I've never cooked for them before...aaah! YIKES!

Search for "Church" I

     Christopher and I are on a ''project'' of sorts.  We are in search of a local church of which God would ahve us to serve.  As we are on this daunting journey...we've decided to ahve a little bit of fun and learning along the way.....muhahahahaha....

As we embark upon this adventure....there are some ground rules.
     1st ~ We must remember our motive and not get far too wrapped up in the ''fun''
     2cd ~ It is our goal to learn more...not bash the ignorant...and too smart
     3rd ~ Apply our findings into a personable experience with others
     4th ~ Prepare for our future deputation
     5th ~ Enjoy the Ride!!!

     I have personally been in hundreds upon hundreds of different churches...some large..some very small...some loud and excited...some grumpy and old...some welcoming...some like graveyards...etc...etc
With this...and the book of Acts, i have developed in my mind what the Church that Christ started should look like. Some of these afore mentioned display such characteristics...but nonwe whole....but remember who the healer of the broken is :)
     Christopher is the one who really developed "our plan"...though we ahd both discussed it extensively before.  We believe that the church is not a resting place for the Saints, but rather and hospital for sinners...which is everyone of us. We believe that a church should not hold partiality to those who may seem to have more to offer (such as the man with the gold ring...James 2). Nor should those be ignored whom seem to have less to offer.  We have as western churches become som immune to what Christ's desire for a church body is. But...that is a discussion for another time ;)

     Round one:

Walnut Ridge Baptist

Mansfield, Tx

Chris and I both wore old tshirts beat up tennis shoes and ratty jeans.

We were clean and neat...just looking poor.

oh...and no jewelry or purse...or Bible.

Also...we drove the old 98 Ford Explorer which hasnt been bathed in over a year ;)

The church building was large and new.  As we arrived, we were directed to parking spaces by friendly faced parking helpers. As we looked around, we saw only nice cars and very well dressed ''Christian Folk." I then began to notice that ALL the women had skirts and loafer type shoes...men were in ties or a sport jacket and button down shirt...children in suits and Sunday mornin dresses. At this point, I wanted to tuck tail and leave. Chris offered such, but we decided that we needed to do this to learn how it feels and to better gauge the churches we are considering serving with. So, we began to approach the front door. Crowding and brushing past us were these people mentioned above. We found a seat towards the front left side...we sat down...about 10 minutes later, services started.

The song minister began leading the group in songs of reminding us of some great truths about God as our Creator and Friend...quite an amazing concept. My thoughts is that such an unfathomable concept would be expresed with great exhuberance...yet as I glanced arounf the congregation and within the expressions of the choir members..I realized that no more than a handful looked to be doing more than chanting a meaningless tune in sinc with one another in a rythmic fashion. It was really sad.  What ever happend to truely worshipping in song...does worhip die as the words fall off our lips...are these chanted words worship??? mmmhhh...anyhoo
After 7 songs sung in such dull manner, the pastor approached the plexiglass podium and introduced the topic of the day...

PASSION

How ironically fantastic :)

He used the portion of Scripture in Genesis 3 where God speaks to Moses through an inconsumable burning bush. He discussed that Moses had a passion for what God told him to do...We have a mission too...straight for Jesus Christ Himself...Where's our Passion. He explained that it has been lost...simmered out...we have been consumed in self rather than a consuming fire of passion for the sthings of God.

At the end of this message, I was ready to watch the flood gates oopen and see people flocking to the alter like it was feeding time for an animal on a farm or something like that.

YET RATHER...

NOTHING.

Nothing with the exception of some chanted verse of, "I Surrender All."

This broke my heart. To see this Pastor pouring out a feast of love, grace, and passionate duty...only to be refused.

As we walked past the crowd and squeezed out the door, we heard clamor of what each other were going to eat for lunch...cable bills...the football game that evening...etc...

nothing about the Passion the were pleaded to desire for that morning.

We left without even being greeted with the exception of the 3 old ladies we sat next to..they gave their obligatory handshake and half grins...

A few hours later, we there was a door hanger from the church with a note that said the missed us, some snack cookies, and a brocjure about their programs...thought that was a sweet effort :)

In a few weeks we will return in our fancy/conservative church clothes and see how the reaction differs...

WHAT AN EXPERIENCE!

woops!

i posted an update of pics of rosie to the craft blog...
check em out;)

What's Your Direction?

I am decorating my new dining room with an Alice in Wonderland inspiration. While looking for quotes, I came across this one which struck a unique cord within me.

"...thought Alice, and she went on. "Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?" "That depends a good deal on where you want to get to," said the Cat. "I don't much care where--" said Alice. "Then it doesn't matter which way you go," said the Cat. "--so long as I get SOMEWHERE," Alice added as an explanation. "Oh, you're sure to do that," said the Cat, "if you only walk long enough."
From American McGee's Alice

First, I noted who Alice asked this important question to yet a stranger. She was willing to accept life altering advice from a crazy grinning fool...literally :)

Then noted was the witty reply of the cat...who actually gave no advice. Alice simply answered her own question by way of not answering it..

I also see the great connection between this and life's paths.

So often we are in a rush to get somewhere else, yet have no actual objectives in mind. We then find ourselves within the cat's reply...running fast to nowhere!

Just a thought....may develope more later ;)

The Short Version

Rosie is growing like whoa!
She received her 2cd shots....from my mil...and did not appreciate them ;)

Mom lost her job..trying to get her to Texas
I really miss having she and Blake close to me!

I am about to start working at Conns during th evenings with Chris
Cha Ching$$$

Moving in 2 Weeks!!!
I just simply can not wait to be out of the hell hole!

There was rat poop on my desk this morning!!
EEEK :(

I'm in a funk of a mood
boo ;-(

My CrAZy Weekend

It is amazing what can change over so little in such a miniscual amount of time.

It is simply amazing to me how easily people can become offended. I am coming to believe that those easily offended are simply looking for competition. This weekend, my voice of feelings felt like this pic.. I eveidently wrote hate words about my sis and bro in law on my fb...they werent meant at all bad towards them...but someone called someone else and stirred the pot. Now, I am hated again...and for no reason. LAME!

ANYHOO...Rosie went with us to the football game. everyone Loves Her! As we were walikng in the bleachers..we could here from all around people commenting on how cute that puppy was. It was pretty cool ;) She got to play in the grass some (only her 2cd time) She definitely had a blast! BUT...she got the sap from those tall weeds all over her and her fluffy fur. we took her home and Chris gave her a much needed bath. She liked it to begin with...but then she wanted OUT! her fur looked really funny while wet...

That pitiful face...awl

THE OFFICE

I RECENTLY STARTED WATCHING 'THE OFFICE'. I LOVE IT! IT REALLY CRACKS ME UP NOW! AT FIRST, I THOUGH IT WAS THE MOST RIDICILOUSLY LAME SHOW ON THE PLANET..NOW I AM A HUGE FAN! AS I HAVE BEEN WATCHING IT, I CANT HELP BUT COMPARE IT TO LIFE IN MY OFFICE. IT IS SO INCREDIBLY SIMILAR. LIKE DOWN TO THE T! NOW, I SEE THINGS OCCUR HERE THAT MAKE ME LAUGH BECAUSE THEY REMIND ME SO MUCH OF THE OFFICE SCENES :D
ANYHOO...
I WAS GRIPED OUT BY A NIGERIAN WOMAN TODAY...AND AN ARABIC ONE! THEREFORE I AM DECLARING THIS INTERNATIONAL "B*^%$" DAY!
ROSIE IS GROWING LIKE A WEED..NOT ONLY ONLY IN SIZE, BUT ALSO IN PERSONALITY! WHENEVER I WAS MISBEHAVING AS A KID, MY MOM WOULD ALWAYS SAY ,"I HOPE YOU HAVE ONE JUST LIKE YOU!" KARMA HAS WON YET AGAIN! HER EYES HAVE GROWN JUST ENOUGH TO START SEEING A LITTLE BIT OF WHITE. NOW WHEN SHE LOOKS AT YOU, YOU CAN ONLY TRY TO THINK OF WHAT DISRESPECTFUL THINGS SHE IS THINKING. IT MAKES ME LAUGH!
THE STUPID TRUCK IS SUPPOSED TO BE FIXED TOMORROW! I HOPE IT WORKS...WERE ONLY LIKE 6 MONTHS PAST DUE ON INSPECTION!!! JUST BEEN TRYING THING AFTER THING AFTER THING TO GET THAT STUPID CHECK ENGINE LIGHT TO STOP FLASHING. MY RECOMMENDATION...BLACK ELECTRIC TAPE OVER THE LIGHT...SO YOU CANT SEE IT THRU THE DASH!!! WHATCHA THINK ABOUT THAT?!

Well, It's Tuesday!

Seems like the 3 day weekend just FLUTTERED by! Chris and I (and rosie) actually got to spend the whole weekend together :) That is the first time we have actually had a day where neither of us worked in quite a while! It was great :) &&&&& on our super extra fun itinerary included....packing up the house, grocery shopping, cleanin house, visiting great church with Nigel, Christopher's best friend, shopping for puppy costumes (btw my vote is a minnie mouse costume for Rosie) &&&& sleep! It was great...chill, but great to be with my best friend for an entire weekend!

Rosie is getting the best of us! She is such a handful! I am convinced all she aspires to do with herself is chew any flesh she sees, using every inch of carpet in the apartment as a toilet, and eating as loudly and quickly as possible...and nest...REPEAT! lol

Here she is asleep in her food bowl in the crate...of which we call her room ;)

Rosie

Just wanted to post some more pics of the pup :) She is too stinkin cutee!

Her 1st night, she cried ALL NIGHT! We did not have a crate for her the...we tried the bath tub (it's a garden tub with glass wall so nice and big) she would not have it. So...we conceded to letting her in the bed...hoping and praying she did not have an accident and we find it with our foot or worse...our face! Anyhoo..when got up to go to work, she was finally quiet...this is how i found her. It was worth it for this shot :)

She overpowers you with kisses...and occassionally a 'love bite'...which i was trying to stay away from lol :)

AAANNNDDD>>>FNIALLY...my FAVORITE!

This is right after they met for the 1st time...ALL SMILES :)

Well, here it goes! It is my plan to make my life as interesting a well spent as possible. As of 2 days ago, Christophers and my life gained a beautiful addition. This golden retriever puppy's name is Rosie. We are loving her :) Here she and Chris are...about 5 minutes after i surprised him with her for the 1st time.

I Love them so :) She slept all night last night! Good Girl...and no accidents in her crate...woohoo! I cant wait for her to meet her Gimaw New Years Eve!!!